..Missing..

I decided to give up on watchin' Ratatouille...after much contemplation..guess i've already wasted enough money...self restrain needed....sometimes i feel that my very existence is a waste of money...hahaa..and i have to go to an art sch...which makes things worse....ironies make my day..!

well....my mind needs sleep..thats probably why i am gettin' so out of form and whiny...breakin' out in tears in the simplest of things.....hate myself...why am i not strong enough for myself? and why i am actin' stupidly now....why can't i forget things which i desperately need to forget and yet forgot everythin' else?


gotta get stronger...and need to bring my brains out more often..

Yours...

Kat