I feel strange...It is never about me..doing the things that i like and yet it's not me...i gotta do it for someone, to please somebody...then soon i would lose interest and it ended up killed..all initial effort wasted, like my product design studio work...the nights stayin' up seems to be wasted. Some ppl just cant appreciate.
Moreover, my blatant disregard for myself and others around me have had made some noticeable impact...things like to repeat themselves..and i like to do things my own way..which would mean heightened amt of ignorance to ppl and feelings around me..then it becomes a vicious cycle.
somethin' not right and i dont know excatly why..maybe i should always be left alone...functioning as an individual. In this way, i will never hurt feelings...unwillingly..
i cant please everyone...and even myself
and I am just..
Kat
and fightin'..there's no retreat.
Loves..
Sunday, 18 November 2007
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cheer up dear! :) we love u! muack...
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