Bedtime Is Good Time

This is a post which I posted a month ago. Now the plan is coming along....




This is sooo fine and gives me lots of ideas. I have a great plan coming along!

Sounds fun and looks fun!

I seriously do not wish to sleep out in the open and be sexposed to everyone's eyes again. Unless I fell asleep on the table top or something. That can't be helped.

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Now with some effort and cash....
School is now a more comfortable place for that long night and day ahead. Hope we will enjoy our stay. I already enjoyed one night of testing alone, which is good. Except for the blasting aircon..I hope the school will raise it to save some cost. It's way too cold, cold like autumn. And please I don't want to hear shocked responses that I rather sleep in school than at home. Everyone has their own reason and difficulties.

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Here we go.


Good night.
Kat

My Miserable Reoccurring Misfortunes

Lost n found:

1. Dark Navy blue Striped-sleeve jacket. ( First Pic Left: on the seat of one of the chairs)

If anyone has seen this jacket..ok whoever will read this blog. If u know where it is pls tell me. I beg you. T_T

2. Brown bikini top. (Second pic on myself)

Sorry darlings, I lost half of this set of bikini. Buy me another set? And to the person who stole it: I feel sorry for you, whoever you are, guy or girl, you have sinned. Back in the ancient times, if you get caught stealing, your hands are supposed to be chopped off. Never steal what does not belong to you. Earn it, with your own hands!!! Return me my beautiful bras too!! I suspect it is all YOU!!

3. Cute Cup with dog print and spoon. (First pic on the table)

Ok this baby is not with me yet. I am a bad owner as I have left it in the lurch for too long. I am coming for you soon!

Thanks Shicong for sending me these pics. Painful reminders though. And thanks for having the heart to say that I still look nice when I couldn't look more sick and exhausted than I was in the second pic. (The lump of tissue is the proof)

When can things stop going missing? I hate this feeling. I treasure everything that I have. Throwing stuff away is the most painful and difficult decision that I have to make during spring cleanings. Yeah. I just get emotionally attached to things easily.

Kat.

Finally..the other side of ADM..

Finally, i had the opportunity to take a peak at the music room. The room is not too big but has almost everything that you need for a good jam. And then...I fell in love with the drum set!! I so want to pursue this passion..and pick up those that I am so rusty in now....


It will be soooo wasted if I dont do something about them...








Move it,

Kat

Coming Soon..

I may get my hands on a good new camera soon! The price in Japan is not necessarily cheaper as my father had found out. The body is slightly cheaper but the biggest issue is the warranty..dont think i would be flying all the way to Japan to fix a problem. Hopefully getting a good deal in sg is not a difficult challenge, may need more expertise in this..mmm...for now, just imagine..the pics are all in excellent quality!


Like this one...



and still hanging there..



He just can't keep his head still..


Last Friday? oh noo Thurs...

Before the critique, everybody's exhausted to the max and we decided to hide in the toilet when we saw Fab oncoming.. (there are about 8 girls..or more..I hope he's not hurt by our move. hahaHA)

and yes..the presentations...I have to say..i was freaking tired to hear anything and register anything inside my head. OMG..it was sooo boring to stand/sit through the entire 2 hours? Can't remb exact.


But some people really did a good job..I would say.



Hopefully I can stop the pixel killing pictures asap..

With Love,
Kat

The Days Gone By..

Time and motive unclear

dance of light & polka dots..



4-5 April

2 days of a stressful weekend.. jawnur jawnur eat me whole..

The other victims..

Attention seekers..

13-14 April

Living with oils..
Yao: (turning to her right) 'Omg! I am sleeping with a skeleton!'

This is the bed but actually is the full-time model stand

old model with muscular body..lol

15 April

home at last..where Jammer is waiting in sweet slumber with all fours up in the sky..(couldn't be captured on cam)



and the cat...which is not taken on the same day...



At the end of two days..only 'slept' for 4 hours..



Lookin' for a good day of muggin tmr,
Kat

nites..

Holidays is Never Too Far..

They are just not NEAR!!

Chui look

When u experienced prolonged exhaustion and lack of sleep up to a certain point, this is wat u get...

I want some time to stop and smell the flowers..grass.... or cement....watever it is!!


Disappointedly...
Kat

p.s.: Happy birthday Penguin and happy new year and merry christmas...

and maybe..

Happy Chinese New Year too!

Ideas Don't Come Easy..

Frustration reigns...
to the point that me and joce had to scream it off..
we literally screamed in NTU, hope no passer-bys were alarmed..

Focus!

Transition

From the end of November ......which can be summarised by the few pictures below:

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To the beginning of December! Which sth great finally happened to get my mind off everything that had been buggin' me the entire mth!

Trust me..I am glad. I did not look forward to it, and my only expectation is that there are no expectations..whatever it might mean..But in the end I am so happy to be part of it, part of a great team!

at OBS canteen

approaching Pulau Ubin

Obs

Pirate ship at the background

leaving time..

Left on a speedboat, should've taken a pic of the 31 going on 25 instructor Zero who is just standing beside..

Not many picture unfortunately..


I really miss the people, the sand, the sea and the fun...


With Luv,
Kat

So time is of the essence..

Why do I look so thin?....I am eating enough and yet I am told that I am getting skinnier. My my my..if only they knew how much I ate...


and

I want more time....with u.




With Love,

Kat

On concussion..

2 hrs in 2 days...
2000 words..
wat else can I say?

After some time it's all a blur...and it gives u actual memory loss.




Very good.

Thinkin' Straight..

Sometimes...it's hard!



WHY am I torturing myself?
maybe I need to find a "muse" too?


To the first overnight stay of this semester...




Ha..and Back to work..



With sadness..

Kat

MORE MORE..

Not to mention shit loads of dvds and films to be collected.......


Too many things too lil' time....Sigh!

and most importantly..SCHOOL WORK!!

Overwhelmed..
Kat

..Movin'

I really like this..at the esplanade, gave me some inspiration for my project.

And I love Friday..one which i get to wander around aimlessly..good music, good folks, cooling sea breeze and a beautiful round moon...There's a warm feeling of surprise having these things around when they are least expected to. I guess I am back to self wandering mode.

Walkin' on a thin thread..

I feel strange...It is never about me..doing the things that i like and yet it's not me...i gotta do it for someone, to please somebody...then soon i would lose interest and it ended up killed..all initial effort wasted, like my product design studio work...the nights stayin' up seems to be wasted. Some ppl just cant appreciate.

Moreover, my blatant disregard for myself and others around me have had made some noticeable impact...things like to repeat themselves..and i like to do things my own way..which would mean heightened amt of ignorance to ppl and feelings around me..then it becomes a vicious cycle.


somethin' not right and i dont know excatly why..maybe i should always be left alone...functioning as an individual. In this way, i will never hurt feelings...unwillingly..


i cant please everyone...and even myself

We've got attitude, we've got LOVE, and we've got villains to fight.

and I am just..
Kat

and fightin'..there's no retreat.

Loves..

One more week

and i shall be done....It's total uncontrolled madness..nothing could happen at this point of time...

and..

School rocks like hell.



Your long lost friend,

Kat

..we are havin' a CRAZY 'good' time!!

So much has been missin' out in my life recently...there's nth much to add though due to the lack of life and activites in like a whole week plus or sth...beside work and more work..

The greatest thing ever happened so far..would be...guess wat..CAMPing in SCH!! in the infamous 24/7 ADM buildin'....well...my plan didnt go as planned which involves me being sadistically made to sleep on the floor with the sleepin' bag, which i got from the helpful Darren...i aided my mission by stockin' up my locker to the brim...all the while complainin' that the locker is oohhhh-so-small..lucky Jerome found me in time and spared some space for my wires and newsprints..and even offered me a place to stay!! he must've sensed the distress 'n desperation in me..hahaa


Again...things headed out in another direction as the night unfolds...after an unfruitful time dealin' with the unco-operative member of the zoo..i found myself sleepin' on Sherry's bed..upon the offer of my wonderful new found friend Yifang...she made me feel so lucky!! ...was awed by her helpfulness and hospitality...and sherry is definitely of immense help too..always takin' things in her stride..such as findin' someone's sleepin' on her bed in the morning...and findin' the keys being left in the keyhole while the occupant in the room was sleepin' like a log..


anyways..i did enjoy myself campin' in school....although there isn't much significant leap of progress...i would still like to conclude that it is a worthwhile experience...no harm doin' it again..



the leaves fell with passin' time...
i stood still and watch 'em go..


Loooves,

Kat

..Declaration..

Contrary to popular belief...the School of Art Design and Media is the hardest workin' school in NTU!!! everybody's workin' into the night for this and that...you will never be alone in adm 24/7.....

in fact..i am workin' on black and white and rhino at the same time...and..



Stayin' alive....




Lovess...

Kat

In Black and White..between the deliberate and the spontaneous...

My very first black and white assignment: Assignment Point and Shoot..successfully completed last thursday..which was the reason to my distress then...lots of time and effort were put in..but the results are definitely rewardin'..

it is all 'bout randomness..need not to be focused coz we were not supposed to look into the lens while shootin', pretty weird to be doin' it outside as ppl dont really see the point of u doin that..hence..it's weird..v weird...

Besides that, i had fun in the dark room...always had that ominous feelin' that someone's behind me while i am workin' on the enlarger....chillss

Photography is really a good form of exercise, as well as a rewardin' experience...i walked and walked the whole day for just 2 rolls...i had never felt that exhausted physcially for a v long time..and the more i took durin' the day the more uncertain i became....it's like i am not really sure how things would turn out...it's not like a sweet digi cam which u can always check and delete...u'll just have to be patient and wait for the results..

My very first contact sheet..but it's from my 2nd roll of film..the 1st one was abit screwed up i guess..and i am not confident enough to develop it..

this is the chosen one..

I took this downstairs at my house..she had that look held there for quite a long time..which i was fortunate enough to have captured it...she looked pretty stunted..didnt even mouth a word...haaa

Movin' on to my next assignment this week...on portraits..uncertainty hangs in the air...ohhh

Enjoy..

Kat