The Days Are Gone When You Held My Hand

Every night I ask myself,
What am I really seeking?
Something that I could not find.

I lost my direction
I lost my wings
I lost my harbour
I lost my purpose

Every night when the birds are asleep,
It's the time that I think of you.
Time passing, people leaving
The world is not what I imagined it to be,
and you are no longer here with me.

I do not want to grow up
I do not want to change
I do not want to listen
I do not want to wait anymore

Every night I hope for it to rain,
As the coldness engulfs me,
Down goes into the darkest pit.
Spiraling, swirling,
The empty void awaits.


Once you said to me,
'I wanna grow old with you.'.
Now I could only smile,
as words of coldness eats me up,
Let's just be friends.

HOLD IT RESPONSIBLE..

How long does it take for a change?
A year? A day? A minute?
I've known better
You can call it same but different

We can call it predictable
If it's something irresistible
Just follow through where ur heart dictates
and maybe it's just worth it

You don't have to let go
You don't have to have
You don't have to change
You don't have to move on

Look where I have been?
Here, by myself
Getting acquainted with a different you

Can you read my mind?

In the shadow of memories..

bears my only hope,

that all is bliss but

not of stubborn intentions

Sweet memories,

far and away

Like wind that carried far

yet dies in silent submission

A story of waiting and dreaming

blinded by that summer's greens

wish I could see,

What I do not see..

IT's a Childish Game We Play..

What if everythin' is just a dream when we wake up?
The game we play is just a childish one that things go in round and round

It was a perfect dream..
One which others would laugh at..
We can't put our fingers to it
So it was left behind
Swept out with the tides
Under our longing gaze

It was a perfect crime..
One which we can never be convicted
When the world closes in
It is to tell us that there is no more fun
Let's go with the flow, movin' through
Like nothing matters

It was a childish game we play
Like a swing in the playground
That doesn't fit anymore


Who do you want to be when you wake up?

Someone only you and I know..